“Sex” in general.

In response to a 14 year old young girl deciding to have sex;

I personally thing that sex is just a three letter word.
What truly matters is making love; and my views on making love is that it was created for a man and his wife. I mean when I think of it, it’s such an amazing bond! It’s not just putting it in, taking it out, and doing so until the feel good is gone. It’s about two souls becoming one. It’s about expressing your emotions, feelings, and sharing the inner most part of you with the person that you intend on spending the rest of your life with. Yes, sometimes we as people get caught up in the moment, fall to our flesh and temptation, and flat out give in. BUT, if you have a choice, time to actually think about it, I say think LONG AND HARD.

There’s this phrase called “Soulties” for us who are serious about marriage and how beautiful of a bond it is. The bible speaks about soulties as two souls being knit together, becoming one flesh through sexual acts.

So there’s this story my boyfriend told me; a man and a woman are getting married, both madly in love with each other and want nothing more but to live happily ever after! =D, they are about to say, “I DO”, when they look over each other’s shoulders and see a whole bunch of people that they have never met. When they realize this, they turn around and are completely shocked! The people lined up behind them were those they had either given their hearts to and/or had sexual relations with. The thing is, when you get married, you give the person everything you are; you give them your heart….and if you decide, on your walk in life, to give that heart, or even just a tiny bit of who you are away to someone you may not spend the rest of your life with, it’s left behind within your soul; hence, soulties.

So think about this, do you truly want to be at the alter marrying the man that you are meant to be with knowing that he will not be receiving all of you? Knowing that because of past decisions, some of you is locked away in the soul of a person who’s name you may not even remember? Seriously, not even talking about PRE-marital sex, but just “sex” in general. I was 17 when I lost my virginity to my boyfriend, and even though I try to live my life in a way that none of my decisions being regrettable, I some how wish that I wouldn’t have fell into what I thought was the way to handle my feelings at that specific moment.

YES, I’m going to marry this man I am in love with, but to think that I wont be able to give him that special gift for the first time on our wedding night is so heartache-ing!

I believe that 14 isn’t too young of an age for anything!
“Don’t let anyone look down upon you because you are young..” 1 Timothy 4:12
But what I do believe is self-respect, morals, and being an example, not only for those to come, but for those surrounded by you.

Just because a person believes that you they are ready for such a huge step in life does not mean it’s true, it’s more than just a thought process; it’s all that you are.

A blog to you, world. From my Hubbz =].

OMGOSH! I am so freak’n pissed!!!

I don’t understand!! Rihanna is one of the most beautiful, heavenly made CHILD OF GOD!!
Straight QUEEN status.

For CHRIS BROWN to put his slimy, greezy, angry hands on her makes me wanna PEE in his face!
I Just  don’t get it! I TOLD THE FREAKIN WORLD that there was something up with him!!
Whether it was the simple fact that he came out when he was 16, or that he got away with the whole singing deal, NO!
Was it the simple fact that I was being a mega hater, maybe…BUT I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT I DIDN’T LIKE ABOUT HIM!!!
I stood on the top of the ruff tops and SCREAMED,
“I DON’T LIKE CHRIS BROWN!!!”
but you guys listen!!! I told you so!!

So now, there’s a freakn woman beater on the lose!!
So now, you freakn people have to live with it!!

Well, that’s all I have to say about that.

 

& P.S. If I ever catch him doing that again, 
I’M GONNA FREAKN BEAT THE CRAP OUTA HIM LIKE HE STOLE SOMETHING!! 

 

SDuces!!

Em’Loohz Hubbz.

AH!

I am so freak’n sick right now yo!
Like death bed type stuff.
Okay, i’m totally over exagerating but i’m still really sick.

I might as well not even have put make-up on today because all this
wiping rubbing smudging & sneezing is doing me no good!
I am currently in the back of the break room at my job with all the lights off back here;
HOPING & PRAYING no one walks in, making me walk to the front with the demon infested lights!!

On a happier note, life is pretty amazing right now.
Other than the ride being broken, I have nothing to complain about.
I know I haven’t posted in ages, but hey! Times is tough honey, get use to it!
What can I say? I’m a pretty busy gal [all lies! I have no everyday chill friends!!].

Other than me saying i’m pretty content with my life [notice I did not say where my life is heading],
there’s not much else to say! I’ve been working on my clothing line ALOT lately,
being that I was gifted a sewing machine this passed JesusBirthday.
PTL on the most serious level! If prayers don’t come true in GOD’s timing,
then someone please do explain to me why I have a keyboard and a sewing machine sitting in my living room;
Oh yes! and a sidekick chillaxin in the purse – - Tell me there’s no God, go ahead!

Hahaha! I make my self chuckle.

Life is amazing. Fashion is amazing. How could it not be during tax season? Lol.

I’m going to see PhileepCoolness, my lover, for a few days next month.
I’m actually going to this conference his church is putting on;
TOTALLY excited for the pressence of God!
How could I not be? It’ll be pretty coolness meeting his fellow ManticaPeers.
WoopIddyDoDah!

I should post some of my creations [fashion wize] on the blogg.
Hm, something to look forward to?
I hope so!!

Any who, I’m outee.
I have some buisness to attend to!

 

Love you long time, loves!

Em’Looh La’Luce.

A post on Love.

The Bible says that God is love. He doesn’t just have love, He is love. The love we have is an extension of Him. When you invite Jesus to be the Lord of your life, the Bible says that He actually makes His home in your heart. Think about that for a minute. The Creator of the universe, who cannot be contained by anything, chose to make His home on the inside of your heart. That means that perfect love is on the inside of you. When you cooperate with God and submit your will to His, you are allowing His perfect love to flow through you. First Corinthians 13 tells us what that looks like. When we are walking in God’s love, we are patient. We are kind. Verse 5 says that love keeps no record of wrong. That’s simply forgiveness. Love always forgives. That doesn’t mean that the other person was right, it only means that you are choosing to let go of the bitterness, hurt, and anger. If you have a mental list of all the people who have hurt or offended you, let it go today. Cooperate with God and let His love work through you. As you do, you’ll see His power flow through you, and you’ll experience the life of victory God has promised!

Pretty much.

 

Em’Looh La`Luce.

Just for the record.

Oh yeah, I have a job now.
PTL, HomieGee.

I work as a Front Desk Chick at a Hotel.
Pay sucks [nothing to live off of] but hey! it’s more than I had in my pocket before.

It’s going great though; the staff is pretty awesome and hillarious, they keep me entertained.
The only thing is the hours; they change every week!!
How in the world am I supposed to work around it??

Oh yeah, and the most craziest people check in!
No, it’s not a “Lady of the Night” infested hotel!
It’s actually pretty nice; I must admit though, I do feel pretty threatend by the guests.

Lol I need new friends,

Em`Looh La`Luce.

Done, I tell you!

I
AM
SO
DONE.

Seriously world, I’m done.
With what, you ask?
I wish I could tell you, but I have no idea myself!

This feeling I have right now, it’s so weird.
Not a good weird either; it sucks.
I’m not happy, but i’m not sad.
Everything is Great Grand and Wonderful in my life right now, I promise [?]

I’m doing great at work.
Church has been amazing.
My relationship with God is on point;
I’m not on bad terms with anyone [those who matter, atleast]

I mean gosh! Why in the world am I not happy // and or satisfied ?!
I feel like a big part of me is missing; is it because my “other half” has left for 9 months?
HECK IF I KNOW!!

Besides the random movements of tears drippling out of my eye sockets, i’m good on that subject.

SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????
all I can tell you is that I’m Done.

I’m done with life, this world, ahhh! YOU!! lol
Jesus, make me sane.
Please, I just need to be happy.

 

I’m So freakin done.
I needa get out of this place.
I need to fly, go on an adventure.

I promise you, I’m slowly withering away in this town.
Soon, you won’t even notice I’m gone.

Help me,
Em`Looh La`Luce.

Dying Star.

“Star, How beautiful you shine.
You shine more beautiful than Mine.
You shine from sea to shining sea.
World-wide is your strategy.
But shining star, I hope you see;
If the whole wide world is staring straight at you,
They can’t see Me.”
- God.

`Ello.

`Ello, loves!

Just keeping the world updated.
Lately, life has pretty much been in a constant movement of change.
I no longer have a “significant other”.
And I know longer have a human being as my “best friend”; whatever that term means.

Any regrets? Only that I didn’t move sooner.
The whole “No attachments” faze is going great!
Probablly because it most definitly hasn’t hit me yet, and also because it needed to be done.

THIS SUCKS THOUGH!
Everyone around me is starting school and I’m jealous!
Okay, not jealous, but in need of that excitment!
The first day of school is a serious fashion show.
It pretty much determines the best dressed of the year.

Sigh; too bad!
I’m set with my life right now.
I’m pretty blessed and happy and thank God for that. Just need to make a few adjustments.
My relationship with Him is getting stronger and stronger and im LOVING it!
It’s so amazing, truely, it is.

Well, enough about me! How are all you doing?
Any struggles lately?
Happy inside moments?
Angry inside moments??

Contact me and we’ll talk! or if you want, you talk and I listen.
I’m here to impact the world! One Person at a time. ; )

 

Later, loves.

Em`Looh La`Luce.

My Future: Fashion.

Fashion, just saying it makes my soul jump out and run around the room!
I can’t wait till I can finally and officially proclaim the title of being a Fashion Designer.
It’s all I’ve ever wanted to be. It allows me to release all the creative frustration locked within!
Some people’s therapy is writing, others music. Me, my artistic therapy is Sketching and Designing.

Seeing my baby, my creation come to life is the most amazing feeling and experience! I’m getting there and so excited for what’s to come. It’s a life style, that I like to think I portray at it’s best.Project Runway, Here I come!

 

 

Em’Looh La`Luce.

I have a secret.

I’m in love with Elton John.
I’ve always thought he was an amazing artist, but my infatuation has become deeper in the last days.
It all started with this life changing movie, Almost Famous.
It’s been in my top three all time favorite movies since I was a youngster.
I recommend spending hours, daily, and watching it.
The song is called Tiny Dancer and it’s in the background of what has to be my favorite seen in a film ever.
Since then, I’ve been hooked.
My sister is dating Elvis, and I, I am involved with Elton.
What a family.Listen to it.
It’s on thee page.
http://myspace.com/urbanglamm_

 

Such a relief!
Em`Looh La`Luce.